Assalamualaikum.

I'm having pretty bad day today. And I just decided to start writing again. I need a place where I could be all alone, with all of my thoughts. The silliest and disgusted one. The scariest part of being this current me is that I tend to forgot, every single things. Put aside all the bad ones. I don't want to forget the good things. It should be remembered. Documentated somewhere.

I am on Emergency Leave today. Now let's take a nice deep breath out of it.

I forgot to tell SN that I am currently on menses, Hence they aren't aware to reduce the dosage of heparin for my haemodialysis session today. As a result, overflow. Some might sees this as one tiny-miny problem, but for one dialysis patient like me, overflow is one miserable thing that ever happen. I remembered me undergoing few blood transfussion session in 3 months consecutively everytime I was having my period. Oh my, I feel awful. That was back then before I got married. I'm thanking God that He send me a guy that is willing to look after me ever since.

Right after the cleansing yadda-yadda, I went out trying to turn on the FLX just to actually figure out it didn't want to be turned on! The battery went out since I accidently and carelessly did not switch off the ligh after I got out.

Ok, so thats why today is classified a bad day (in my definition).

Bye.